not much to post lately

But a lot of it is due to what I want to write about is not constructive or helpful to putting into public. So I've been doing a lot of private writing, just trying to get through all my feelings (mostly anger at a few people)
But I'm still here, I'll try to post tomorrow or monday about some of the changes that are in progress (or at least on the drawing board) Plus Skittles has a whole plan for the kids room that I am really excited about. (Spoiler, there will be a tree in the kids room, and other really cool ideas) all in all I'm very excited to remodel that room, not to mention I'm trying to get the quiet/craft room into shape to where it's hang-out-able. Should be soon, just a few more things to tidy up and move around.
Plus I have a whole new way to organize bills to help keep me on track, and that's mostly because I've got a new printer (thanks D!)

So lots of positive, just being dragged down by the anger that I'm having a hard time getting rid of at people right now. It would be easier if people weren't so frustrating!!!!!

My daughter is adorable. Husband is awesome, and my friends are the best I could ever ask for. (my family's pretty awesome too.)

Big baby news

How far along: 20 weeks 1 day

Total weight gain/loss: I'll know next week

Sleep: getting better

Best moment this week: We found out the sex!

Movement: Hasn't stopped...good lord it's a kicker.

Symptoms: Not much anymore, the nausea is almost gone.

Symptoms I don't have: The nausea's almost gone!!! So happy.

Food Cravings: Subway, oh good lord do I want some Subway

Food Aversions: not really, although it kinda depends on the day as to if I enjoy everything that I think will taste good or not.

Gender: It's a boy!

Labor Signs: nope

Belly Button in or out: still in

What I miss: wearing my wedding ring.

What I'm looking forward to: Husband feeling the baby move

Weekly Wisdom: take things slow and enjoy the kicks while they're still soft and not killing your insides.

Milestones: Baby is now the size of a banana

I'm now halfway there! 

Exciting News!

How far along: 19 weeks

Total weight gain/loss: Don't have a scale at home, so I don't know till I go to the doctor again

Sleep: better most of the time. If only the switching shifts would stop soon.

Best moment this week: I felt the baby kick!!

Movement: First kick of the pregnancy happened today (like an hour ago)

Symptoms: still have the nausea. Loki was very nice and patted my back as I threw up this morning.

Symptoms I don't have: I suppose pain?

Food Cravings: Subway sandwiches....

Food Aversions: Lots of things.

Gender: We'll find out next tuesday morning.

Labor Signs: none yet

Belly Button in or out: in

What I miss: my ring still. It's still odd not to wear it.

What I'm looking forward to: More movement, and finding out the gender soon.

Weekly Wisdom: All good things come to those who wait..and sleeping is a great way to wait.

Milestones: First Kick! (yeah, I'm pretty excited) Baby might be able to start hearing voices soon. And is now the size of a large heirloom tomato.

Starting to really grow, and soon I'll really start showing as well. It's all so exciting! 

Baby Update

How far along: 18 weeks 1 day

Total weight gain/loss: At last dr appt I was down 21 lbs.

Sleep: Up and down a lot at night. When work isn't requiring an odd sleeping schedule I'm doing better, not quite as much of an insomniac.

Best moment this week:  Feeling Peanut swim around a bit more.

Movement: ^ see above

Symptoms: I am blessed with still having some morning sickness.

Symptoms I don't have: I suppose pain? A lot of my preggo friends are just in pain, and I'm not having to suffer through that right now.

Food Cravings: I really want a subway sandwich.....I love their Italian Herb and Cheese bread.

Food Aversions: after about 3 bites nothing tastes good anymore

Gender: couple weeks to wait

Labor Signs: nope

Belly Button in or out: still in

What I miss: wearing my ring still

What I'm looking forward to: feeling that first kick

Weekly Wisdom: water is your best friend.

Milestones: Peanut is now the size of a bell pepper

and doing a lot of flexing and movement right now. Sex organs are now in place, although not the easiest to see on a sono just yet. 

Finally

Starting to feel a little organized this morning! Got the finances mostly updated. Talked to the apartment complex about the weird charge on our account (still getting the info on that one though) And now i am finally updating my blog.

Whew, this last week has been more than a little hectic. But in fun preggo news I'm starting to show a little bit (well more than just looking overweight at least) which I enjoy. I'm starting to hit the 'pee every hour' stage, which I don't enjoy much, especially when I have to work.

I'll be honest, having two preggo friends really helps, one is about to burst, and the other is just about a month further along than I am. So it's interesting to see how they are doing at each stage, especially in comparison to my first pregnancy. Good lord I had such an easy first pregnancy after the horrible start. So I suppose after the first 3 months I had a easy pregnancy.

Alright, I'm just babbling now. I'll try to keep on a better update schedule. I'm going to go over and review my lists, trying to get everything caught up and in better order. Hopefully that helps me out.
Yeah, okay, bye bye now.

*cough cough*

Yeah, poor lady me is sick. That being said I've gotten a wonderful amount of shit done today. The garage is completely emptied and off our lease, so yay that saves us $60 a month. I've started setting up my craft room/future quiet room for the new baby where I can nurse peanut or let peanut sit in the swing. I'm going to set my sewing machine up in there on the table Grandpa and Grandma N made, using the hole in the middle that was for the spinning lazy susan (I think that's the name of it)  to put the cords down and keep them out of the way. Plus this will free up the space in the master bedroom closet so Husband and I can have our own 'sides' once again.

I am just so tired, and worn out. This pregnancy is not going very easy so far. But I think it's the combo of work, stress, and morning sickness that is making it so bad. Anywho, that's enough complaining from me today. Hope everyone has a wonderful day and I'll try to update again soon.