Small Update, more of a medium update actually.

I will be going back to work on Wednesday, although I'm going to try to attend our weekly staff meeting as well. But it has been further re-enforced that I have no idea how to ask people for help when I am feeling overwhelmed and exhausted. (So much so that when I mentioned my inability to ask for help Ber literally started laughing) Husband had to give me a little bit of a lecture about asking people for help because he was starting to worry about my health, especially since I was sick for 6 days straight.

Mom has started not only using essential oils but is now someone who you can purchase them from. (She also makes these awesome little clay pendants for you to put the oils on that you can smell all day long) When she heard how stressed and sick I had been she not only came over to help watch Loki so I could go to the doctor, (and try to get a nap) but she brought some oils with her to try and help me out. Now I'm not sure if it's me believing the oils will work and so therefore being calmer, which helps Odin be calmer and less fussy (he was not a happy baby when I was sick and stressed out) Or if the oils actually work which make me calmer and therefore calm down Odin as well. Either way, it's working and I'm happy about it.
And when Mom starts selling the clay pendants she's been making I'll be putting up information here, because they're pretty cool little necklaces and Mom's been putting a lot of work into them.

Went out to see Mom and Dad today, which Loki always loves, she got to run around outside before the rain started and also got to watch part of "The Incredibles" with her Papa. Us girls played some cards and also made some pendants, which I discovered I am not meant to play with clay, it doesn't like me very much. But it was one of the first days I haven't felt horrible and sick and not wanting to do anything other than sleep, so I quite enjoyed it.