Things I would like to do in the (near) furture

In no particular order....they just kind of fell out of my brain this way -

* Get a Job outside of the home

* Finish all my crochet projects (yes, even the couple blankets I've got in the works)

* Watch all of the current (from 2005 on) Doctor Who episodes

* Get the whole apartment organized (especially the baby room, it's like a toddler lives her or something)

* Dye my hair an awesome new shade (that will still be okay if I work outside the home)

* Finally get my in-laws to respond to my texts (I'll be honest, it's starting to irritate me)

* Work on my anger issues (and general emotional well being)

* Be more regular on getting my lists done each day

* Read more

* Read to Loki at least twice a day

* Play more games with Loki

* Have a little more quality 'me' time

* Spend more quality time with my friends

* Have a Wii (and instant Netflix)

Fate

I have a problem with the idea of faith and pre-destination. It just feels like too much of a box, that our every move has been plotted out and planed since we were in the womb.

The ultimate question to counter the 'fate' problem in my mind is; "why would God give us free will if He were to pre-destine our lives?"

But that just bring up a scary counter point; what if He did set this all up, and 'free will' is just the window we get to look out of to believe that our every move isn't plotted out and planned from the moment of our conception (which, by the way, had been planned as well, just not by our parents)

My brain comes up with weird things when I should be asleep.

Life keeps moving on

and at times I feel as if I am glued to the spot, unable to keep up.

Loki is still coughing up a storm lately, and I still find myself out of breath and coughing at the most inappropriate times. But we are both starting to heal and get better. Other than that no important news to report from our end, just feels like I'm waiting for something big to happen and make everything work out just right again.

Not Much To Say

Just haven't had much to talk about lately, although I am trying to update my blog daily again, working on getting my daily and weekly routines back in order. It's going, kinda slowly, but it's going.

In other news I've been working on goals for my crocheting and knitting, and that seems to be making my life easier and smoother with the crafting. Plus it's always fun to cross off an accomplished goal.

general rage at the world

People just piss me off sometimes. Seriously, follow the adopted rule of the internet (otherwise known as Wheaton's Rule)

DON'T BE A DICK 

Good lord, how hard is that to follow? Now seriously, people, stop bothering me or I will treat you the same way back.

more ugh!

I'm changing the normal hours I work, to actual normal hours I get to work since Husband is home more now. So I'll be working between noon and 4 pm (not necessarily the whole time, but those will be normal hours of operation) along with still working from 10 pm till midnight.
I think this will work out well for all of us right now.

Lots of changing going on, but I'm back to keeping a regular schedule for household chores and that just makes me feel so much better already, it's a little ridiculous as to how much that helps me lower my stress level.

ugh

that is all