of the 'I don't want to do any things' Combined with the fact that we all have had horrible runny noises and stuffy heads I have been falling behind on my lists and the housework. Thankfully it looks like Loki is starting to get over her runny nose, although she is still going though getting her eye teeth, but thankfully they don't bother her too much.
The physical pain that had been bothering me for so long is now all but gone, and they still have no clues as to what caused it. But now I have just felt like an emotional wreck lately, I have been crying at the drop of a hat, and get upset at the silliest things. Husband and Sweetheart have been so understanding and helpful, but I can tell it's starting to wear them down.
I feel like I'm losing control of everything, but Husband says that might be a good thing, that I hold on to too much, that I control too much. Maybe it will be better if I do just let go, but it feels like I can't just stop clinging to everything.
I feel that the control is the only thing keeping me together sometimes.
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